Philippians 1:21-30
21 For to me, living is Christ and dying is gain. 22 If I am to live in the flesh, that means fruitful labor for me, yet I cannot say which I will choose. 23 I am hard pressed between the two: my desire is to depart and be with Christ, for that is far better, 24 but to remain in the flesh is more necessary for you. 25 Since I am convinced of this, I know that I will remain and continue with all of you for your progress and joy in faith, 26 so that, by my presence again with you, your boast might abound in Christ Jesus because of me.
27 Only, live your life in a manner worthy of the gospel of Christ, so that, whether I come and see you or am absent and hear about you, I will know that you are standing firm in one spirit, striving side by side with one mind for the faith of the gospel 28 and in no way frightened by those opposing you. For them, this is evidence of their destruction but of your salvation. And this is God’s doing. 29 For he has graciously granted you the privilege not only of believing in Christ but of suffering for him as well, 30 since you are having the same struggle that you saw I had and now hear that I still have.
Matthew 20:1-16
The Laborers in the Vineyard
20 “For the kingdom of heaven is like a landowner who went out early in the morning to hire laborers for his vineyard. 2 After agreeing with the laborers for a denarius for the day, he sent them into his vineyard. 3 When he went out about nine o’clock, he saw others standing idle in the marketplace, 4 and he said to them, ‘You also go into the vineyard, and I will pay you whatever is right.’ So they went. 5 When he went out again about noon and about three o’clock, he did the same. 6 And about five o’clock he went out and found others standing around, and he said to them, ‘Why are you standing here idle all day?’ 7 They said to him, ‘Because no one has hired us.’ He said to them, ‘You also go into the vineyard.’ 8 When evening came, the owner of the vineyard said to his manager, ‘Call the laborers and give them their pay, beginning with the last and then going to the first.’ 9 When those hired about five o’clock came, each of them received a denarius. 10 Now when the first came, they thought they would receive more; but each of them also received a denarius. 11 And when they received it, they grumbled against the landowner, 12 saying, ‘These last worked only one hour, and you have made them equal to us who have borne the burden of the day and the scorching heat.’ 13 But he replied to one of them, ‘Friend, I am doing you no wrong; did you not agree with me for a denarius? 14 Take what belongs to you and go; I choose to give to this last the same as I give to you. 15 Am I not allowed to do what I choose with what belongs to me? Or are you envious because I am generous?’[a] 16 So the last will be first, and the first will be last.”[b]
Footnotes
- 20.15 Gk is your eye evil because I am good?
- 20.16 Other ancient authorities add for many are called, but few are chosen
This gospel lesson was really hard for me the first time I read it decades ago,…and, honestly, it still is on different levels. I’m sure it’s probably difficult for most of us in this room. It just doesn’t seem fair! Folks show up, on time (not a problem I have at least!), and work a full day! In this case, probably 12 hours. Then others come later, even up to the very last hour, and get paid the same wage!!!
And, to add insult to injury, the landowner, the guy who owns the vineyard, gives a snark response to the workers who have been in the heat all day, “didn’t I promise you all the same wages? I own this place and can be as generous as I want!”.
To many of us who have played by the rules that society has given us, this seems incredibly unfair.
I can remember being in high school and coming to terms that some folks experienced a much deeper grace than I did. I had always played by the rules of the church. I was a good kid…my only rebellion was the long hair I had! I found out early in life that I could gain approval by being a church leader. So, I was president of our Fellowship of Christian Athletes/Good News Club, was on the youth council of our church’s youth group, started Youth for Christ at my high school, I was even licensed as a preacher at age 17 in my Baptist church. Yet, I was looking around at some of my friends who were not living as I was. They seemed to do whatever they wanted and seemed pretty content.
It came to a head when I was on a youth for christ ski trip. On that trip, I got vulnerable with my adult group leaders and shared with them how I was doing all of this stuff, but still did not feel loved or close to God. They responded by listening, and reminding me of God’s grace to all people and that I could not prove anything to God. I could not work hard enough to earn God’s generosity. I had it, as did my friends. I simply needed to let go of my image and allow myself to be loved.
In our gospel lesson, it’s obvious that God is the landowner and that God’s sense of fairness and equity is much different than the society that we have built.
When we read this, hear this, it is meant to make us question some of the deepest ways we have lived and to let those questions do their work of exposing our hearts. As readers, listeners, to this parable, we are invited to not only feel the angst of the workers who have worked all day, but also the grace given to the workers who showed up later…and to ultimately move towards identifying with the generosity of the landowner. This parable, along with so many of the parables, takes root within us and begins to carve away much of how we have lived…to strip us down to a place of questioning everything in order to lose our lives in order to find our lives in the generosity and grace of God. A God who resides within us and all around us giving us grace after grace that we do not deserve but have been given.
God’s economy is built on grace, that’s what God promises. We live our lives in what has been called “first half of life” thinking. Everything is built on what we do, what we accomplish, how hard we work. The image we build. That can be important and necessary for a season, but at some point, we move to a “second half of life”, and that can be at 18, 38, or 88, where we begin to see that life is not about what we do or what roles we have played, but about experiencing God’s life, God’s grace, within and mourned us.
Our Philippians passage talks about dying to the flesh in order to have life. This dying is not a physical death, it is a process of letting our ego, our small “s” self, die and become subservient to our big “S” self, to God who lives within us, at the ground of our very being. This is, as Paul says, the working out of our salvation. Often in life, we put God, our our true selves, our made in the image of God selves, subservient to our egos, the image that we’ve created, the systems that we live in and have created. Yet, God is saying to us, let God’s generosity be the gift that it is and emerge within us, to be born anew or from above.
Richard Rohr says this: “Everything is a gift—one hundred percent pure gift. The reason any of us woke up this morning had very little to do with us and everything to do with God. All twenty-four hours today are total gift. And so, the only real prayer is to say “Thank you!” and to keep saying it. When our prayer is constantly “Thank you,” and we know we deserve nothing, and that everything is a gift, we stop counting. Only when we stop counting and figuring out what we deserve, will we move from the world of merit into the wonderful world of grace. And in the world of grace, everything is free.”
This is God’s economy…may we live into it and out of it…from our very deepest selves. Amen?