PRAYER FOR ILLUMINATION

God to enfold me,
God to surround me,
God in my speaking,
God in my thinking.

God in my sleeping,
God in my waking,
God in my watching,
God in my hoping.

God in my life,
God in my lips,
God in my soul,
God in my heart.

God in my sufficing,
God in my slumber,
God in mine ever-living soul,
God in mine eternity.

(Ancient Celtic oral traditions – Carmina Gadelica)

Luke 18:9-14

The Parable of the Pharisee and the Tax Collector

⁹ He also told this parable to some who trusted in themselves that they were righteous and regarded others with contempt: ¹⁰ “Two men went up to the temple to pray, one a Pharisee and the other a tax collector.¹¹ The Pharisee, standing by himself, was praying thus, ‘God, I thank you that I am not like other people: thieves, rogues, adulterers, or even like this tax collector. ¹² I fast twice a week; I give a tenth of all my income.’¹³ But the tax collector, standing far off, would not even look up to heaven, but was beating his breast and saying, ‘God, be merciful to me, a sinner!’ ¹⁴ I tell you, this man went down to his home justified rather than the other; for all who exalt themselves will be humbled, but all who humble themselves will be exalted.”

A couple of years, I made a bold statement about preaching.  We were talking about belief and practice at our college/young adult gathering that we had when I was pastoring at Immanuel in Clifton.  I quoted an author that I have enjoyed reading over the years is George MacDonald.  He was a children’s, theology, and fiction writer in the late 1800’s from Scotland.  He once said that God isn’t interested in our theological doctrines, but in our obedience, or awareness, to or of God and how we honor others.

Specifically, George MacDonald says “to hold to a doctrine or an opinion with the intellect alone is not to believe it.  A person’s real belief is that which a person lives by.”  George MacDonald goes on to say that believing in an opinion about God is one thing, but trusting and being in a deep and abiding relationship with the one true and very good God that resides within and all around us is another.  

It seems as if God is more concerned about a person’s heart and mind being changed and growing that whether that person believed in the right things about God.  Relationship trumps dogma in other words.

So, I said, I might not preach another sermon on dogma or doctrine or man-made opinions about God.  It seems that in today’s preaching world, we try to give out feel good talks rather than prophetic words that Jesus said and lived out.  Words that cut to the bone of the corrupt system of injustice in the socio-religious-political world of Jesus’ day and what is STILL happening in our day.

Yes, today, things haven’t changed much.  Even though, in today’s thinking, we often want (and should) separate these things, but in Jesus’ day, society, religion, and politics were all intertwined.  And, even in our attempts to separate them today, they are still a part of a system that must be questioned and reformed, just as Jesus set out to do and has given us that same charge to live in Christ.

In our gospel lesson, Jesus is continuing this journey towards Jerusalem and is in the middle of a series of dialogues on prayer.  Jesus doesn’t seem to be too discerning of his audience.  He’s talking about the religious leaders again, the Pharisees, but also his disciples, folks following him and the folks in the crowd.  This is a message for us today as we often find ourselves in the place of the Pharisees as disciples or followers of Jesus…or we find ourselves as the other person in this story, the toll collector, or the sinner, the one seen as outside the religious boundaries that we have created.

The religious leader, and the non-religious toll collector…a person that was often looked down upon because he collected a tax and often took a cut for himself are both near or in the temple courtyards in this story.  Both of them are separated though from each other and from the others gathered there to pray.  The temple was set aside for prayers, but over the generations, there had emerged separate places of prayer for Jews, Gentiles, foreigners, men, women, etc.  All sorts of boundaries and walls created.  Yet, the Pharisee felt like he was living in a right way, had no need for forgiveness at the time, and was thinking God that he wasn’t like others…rouges, adulterers, etc. even the toll collector that he singles out.  Now, it’s good for him to give thanks, and it’s good for him to pray, but it’s not so good for him place himself above others.  He even goes on to say that he tithes 10%  and fasts twice a week.  Again, good things to do, but they denote a certain sense of entitlement.  If I do the right things, go through the religious motions, then God will be pleased with me and I am honored and can feel good about myself.

What’s missing?  An awareness of God, himself also, and certainly God’s love for everyone…and humility.  God is not interested in how well put together we think we are, but God is interested in how we have eyes and ears to see and hear our need to be connected to ourselves, others through God…to recognize God’s love and forgiveness for us.

In contrast, we see the toll collector…again standing off, not because he feels like he’s better than others, but because he knows that he has missed the mark, that he has sinned.  It doesn’t say with what, but maybe we can assume it’s because he’s gotten rich off of others…but, he’s beating his chest, crying out to God…asking God for mercy.  The definition of prayer really is about pleading to God…putting yourself in the midst of God’s flow and desperately wanting to place yourself before God.  That takes a risk.  Some of my most impressionable times in prayer have been when emotion and my full being are involved…when I’m yelling or pleading with God…placing myself in the midst of a vulnerable space.  

This man recognizes God.  He’s not interested in an opinion about God, he’s placing himself squarely in the midst of a very powerful, but loving God.  Now, we don’t know what happens next with this man.  Love from God is interesting.  It’s with us, but we may not always get what we think we want, or when we do, it may not be exactly as we intended.  But, we understand as Richard Rohr states in his book the Divine Dance that “God is the ultimate Participant – in everything – both the good and the painful.”

As we move through life, as we let go and live in awareness and as we cultivate being open as best we can to the the Divine presence of God in everyone and everything that we encounter daily, we can begin to live in a Trinitarian understanding of God.  A God who isn’t distant from us at all, but is dancing, crying, laughing, loving, and holding us together.  A God who created us out the relational energy of being 3 in 1, who saved us out of that same relational energy, and who sustains us out of the flow of that relational energy…holds us closer than we can ever realize and shapes and molds us into a community of humility of faith.  

In the book of Colossians, we are reminded that everything was created and finds it’s being in God…and later, in chapter 3, that all is in God, and God is in all.  We can’t create without one another, we can’t distance ourselves as the Pharisee did, we can’t pull ourselves up by our bootstraps and go it alone, we have to pray for humility to see God in everyone and everything.  Nor, can we allow our sins to keep us away from knowing that we have a God who is merciful, we must be like the toll collector, to wander into that risky place of vulnerability and confession, and plead for mercy.  In so doing, we can know that we are justified through Christ’s humanity and divinity that flows all around us.